Bigmouth Strikes Again

This has been a funky weekend. I did the diabetes walk yesterday. I almost made the full 5K, but as I was about a block away from the finish line, I started to feel kinda awful. I felt a low blood sugar coming across the acosta, but i thought I'd be able to make it so I just kept truckin' along. Then as I hit the last pit stop, the two ladies therte said I looked awful, so we checked my sugar and it was 45. So I had to be the VERY LAST person to cross the line and even though my sugar was up to normal, I had to be driven to the end of the route and they fussed over me. I'm not used to getting special treatment usually. I kinda like to handle things for myself nowadays. Maybe it's me trying not to slip back into the passive mindset. I'm trying to be neutral. Not aggressive or passive. Maybe a bit chaotic. But no extremities.

This Thanksgiving is going to be insane. My lady-soulmate JF is coming down from MD to spend Turkey Day with her family and she's bringing her daughters with her. They're 10 & 8 now. I remember when they were in JF's belly!!!

So we are going to wreck shop when she comes here. I <3 a="a" after="after" and="and" are="are" as="as" back="back" bad="bad" being="being" bringing="bringing" but="but" coma.="coma." date="date" differences="differences" down.="down." dude.="dude." dude="dude" dunno="dunno" ever="ever" feel="feel" first="first" for="for" glad="glad" going="going" granted.="granted." had="had" has="has" her.="her." her="her" him="him" his="his" i="i" in="in" initials="initials" just="just" kembra="kembra" lame="lame" loves="loves" m="m" me.="me." me="me" met="met" mike.="mike." more="more" nbsp="nbsp" nd="nd" never="never" new="new" of="of" oppotunity.="oppotunity." out="out" p="p" person="person" plenty="plenty" really="really" refernce="refernce" s="s" she="she" sister="sister" so="so" specifically="specifically" stabbed="stabbed" starting="starting" than="than" the="the" till="till" to="to" took="took" towards="towards" ve="ve" was.="was." was="was" we="we" what="what" when="when">
So yeah... I think things with TK are kinda over. Which is good. I don't need drama and men are just that. DRAMARAMALAMADINGDONGS. I don't want anything complex or anything. And with the stuff that's happening to me, I don't want to expose anyone to this chaotic mess while I get things back in order. fuck, I keep twitching and trancing out and this is involuntary, not after taking some drugs for fun.