Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Landslide

Well, well, well... I like my new job already. I have a feeling it's going to be a better fit than State Farm was. I think so. The fact that they have a little room to the side with a foosball table is a good sign. I need to adopt a cute geekboy to be my "work boyfriend" and play during lunch. Endless overtime available if you're productive. And base pay ain't too shabby, but i know I'll be making commissions.

"Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life?"

Yes... Yes, I can.

I feel it. I'm on the precipice of awesomeness. I got this. I'm gonna take control of my life for the first time in about 10 years. I feel good bout things. I always make good life changes in Jan/Feb and this year is no exception. I know what I want. I know how I'm going to get it.

I am going to be out of my parents' place by the time I'm 30. I'm going to make a career for myself. I'm not going to be the fucked up piece of mess that everyone predicted I would be. I'm assertive. I'm happy. I'm self-possessed. I'm a woman with a mission.

If you can't enjoy the ride, politely get off and don't look back. I'm done totimg dead weight that's going to do nothing but drag me down. I'm going to find happiness and hold onto it. And I'm not going to let anyone wrench it from my grasp.

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