I usually post every day when I have a blog, but I've found that I don't need to post everytime I sneeze or breathe or whatever. I just got out of a meeting with my boss and it was a really positive. (That was written yesterday [Friday])
Okay, today is Saturday. We're not supposed to make calls until 10am, so I figure I'll finish my entry I tried writing yetserday. I did my hair, but it was cheaper than I expected. Still expensive, but worth it. I chopped off about 7-8 inches, shaded it darker and got really light highlights to contrast. I look like a totally different person. Everyone who's seen it has remarked on how good it looks now. It feels good to look attractive again.
I had all the right clothes, I just needed a new look. I look like an adult now which is a nice change. I kinda looked like a teenager when I had the unicorn streaks and it wasn't very flattering. But dark hair looks good on me.
I'm supposed to start EMDR therapy to help cope with my trauma issues and anxiety. It's interesting from what I've read and they say it's successful with war veterans and stuff. It's supposed to help with almost all the issues I battle with, so I'm willing to give it a shot. I really trust my counselor and if she thinks I'll benefit from it, then I'm willing to be a subject.
It'll help with the PTSD from all the comas and suicide attempts, the issues with drugs (even though I've beat them, mostly), my issues with the unresolved things between Ludwig and I, and my insane anxiety. It'll help me react in a more positive way rather than freeze up and get crazy.
Well, it's about time to start making calls and I want to keep this job. My new boss is a really upbeat guy who seems to really care. He is more concerned with my development and progress than the exact lack of results which is a refreshing experience.
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