Gingered Wonderfag

After this one, I've decided that the titles of my entries are going to be the name of the songs I happen to be listening to when I start writing. I think that might make things different. Well, the origin of this title comes from a friend. This is a nickname a friend bestowed up on my ex. It literally made me LOL and really kinda brightened my mood after having a weird roller coaster week.

I've decided that it's gotta end with TK. I'm not really getting anything out of it and there's no emotional connection between us so what's the point? He doesn't even try with me because he knows he doesn't have to. He prolly already has other girls lined u for him anyways. Besides, he hasn't responded to anything I wrote him this week. So fuck the whole thing.

Work has been... weird. I've been smiling and dialing all day and I've been getting good number of dials after Wednesday's meeting. Bossman said he was going to sit next to me for an hour EVERYDAY. Not once has he EVER sat with me. I've been told I was going to get all of this training and help, but it's plain out not there.  I'm documenting each day that goes by with this valuable training I'm supposed to be getting. I have co-workers that will vouch for me. The Brit (my cubbymate) has been talking me up to Bossman apparently. Which is really really nice of him. He doesn't have to make me look good. But I'm guessing he's using this as an opportunity to showcase his talents. If I can be of any help and he's helping me in return, that's perfectly fine. I just hate when people get taken advantage of or take advantage without getting some sort of kickback. But then again, that isn't really taking advantage is it? The dudes who sit by me are all really nice and seem to like me. They motivate me. Broseph and The Brit are both vouching for me and sticking up for me and the other dudes at least interact with me. It's the exact opposite of the BB squad.

JR said he might come visit me if he can get the days off and save enough up for the trip from Valdosta. Totally different than TK wanting 20 bucks for gas money just to use me as a spare hand. It kinda made my heart flutter that someone would want to see me period, but to travel 3 hours just to see me? I dunno if it's going to happen or not. Either way, just the thought alone warms my heart. It's nice to have someone want to see you and you've only met maybe a handful of times.

Tomorrow (today) is the Diabetes Walk. I went to pick up my VIP tickets and they looked really busy making grab bags. It was nice there. The girl in charge gave me the tix and hugged me. The whole shebang, tix & parking prolly worth $500. Wow.So Gingered Wonderfag and VIP tix totally made my day. That's going to be what I refer to him as for now on. Hopefully this will be the last we hear of him. But you never know... But the walk is 5k long over the Acosta and Main Bridges. Even though I have this irrational fear of bridges. Then there's an Expo afterwards at the RAM site.

Goodnight, my dears. There are a lot more of you reading unless it's the same person stalking me. You can comment and tell me who you are and that you don't want anyone to know and I'll just delete your comment after I read it. I'm just really nosey and like the idea I might have a following. This is just Phase I...