Well, the past two nights I've been hanging out, I've been losing my cigs lol... I have an awesome new friend from work. Her nickname is McRyb so that's how I'll refer to her. We bonded pretty quickly. She started about the same time I did. She's cute. I'd try to hook her up with my brother, but she's got a boyfriend and my bro's kinda weird and crazy. I already have a hard time keeping friends sometimes so I don't need to add that factor into it.
It's so nice to actually feel like I belong somewhere. I have friends at work who are just as quirky as I am. It's nice. Everyone at SF was so straightlaced and uptight it seemed. I don't feel like I have to put too much of a front up here at the new place. Went out to the new Ale House by work after I got off on Friday and got pretty smashed with McRyb and a few others. It was entertaining. I think that might be my new thing to do on paydays. We'll see. I got referred to as Sweet Dee. I dig it.
It's just strange. My life went so far off track. And now I'm happy again. It was exactly as decade ago that Gingered Wonderfag and I fell in love. I was so afraid I'd see him when I went to Walmart. But mission was a success and I didn't see him. Score! I even bought some leggings so I can wear my dresses that are just slightly too short to work. That's half of my wardrobe lol. If you had told me 15 years ago that my life would end up like this, I would have laughed at you and maybe punched your face. Even 5 years ago. But I'm genuinely happy.
My goal is to do better this week. I started inbounds on Friday. I'm gonna try to get a hot key to use when I answer the phones because hitting line 1 while you're on line one doesn't pick up another line. I learned that the hard way. That and to make sure I'm not on mute when I answer the phone. Yeah. I'm kinda speshul.
I heard some stuff about the dude I'm kinda into. Makes me more intrigued when I know I shouldn't give it a second thought. In fact, I should be kinda disgusted. But then again, if some people heard about some of the things I've done... well... yeah.
I mean, hell... I listen to Ke$ha. That alone tells you i'm a lil bit trashy... lol. But yeah... I'm thinking my karma is gonna be good. I volunteered to work late for someone on Valentine's Day. I have my lil frog on my desk that will turn into a prince. I have my "friend" but that's not going anywhere really. I like him enough, but we'll see. I'm just prolly gonna pop a xanax or two and just relax. I'm not gonna stress out about my love life right now. It's not very important. I'm happy being single for now. It leaves me with options. I have my friend and the schoolgirl crush I have at work and I'm good.
I bought a sparkly little notebook to write in while I'm at lunch. With sparkly gel pens. I'm such a girl it makes me even puke sometimes.
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