Gah... I've been slacking on my posting. But it's kinda a good thing. I've been living my life instead of posting about how depressing it is. It feels good. And I've been writing in my sparkly blue journal. Nothing beats the lovely feeling of ink flowing from a pen from your hand and gliding on a piece of paper. But I'm old school. And somewhat a bit of an exhibitionist. So I have to find a happy medium.
Well, I found out that someone that I thought was dead isn't dead. I somehow knew he wasn't, given the melodramatic source. I searched obituaries even, that's how much it shook me. I very barely know him, but he touched my heart like a rare few have. But instead of being pissed off about being misled like the old me would have, I am just glad to have peace of mind that such a good soul is still amongst the living.
I guess I have grown over the years. There's another dude who has my attention, but I'm fighting it. I may have mentioned him in previous posts. The more I learn about him, the more I'm intrigued. But it's bad idea jeans. Really. But it's fun to have a crush. I just have to watch it. I can be a little too eager sometimes. And this is a situation that it would not be good to move too fast into. It's a situation I should keep strictly surface. Seriously.
So I guess I'm left to roam the earth alone, like the hulk. But that's okay. I'm accountable only to myself. It's best that way.
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