Whew... this week was a doozie. I knew it would be though. Fucking time change and seasonal equinox. People don't realize that everything is relative unless they step back and look at the big picture. Even I (Miss Hypersensitive) don't always see it until it's all happened. We all get so caught up in the little details to the point that we don't see it all connecting as a whole. Which makes us disjoint and disrupt the harmony that should be flowing. But it is what it is. It makes life a lot less predictable.
Work is crazy. I just finally connected everything that I'm supposed to be doing as far as my job goes and there's a big change in my department going on at the moment. I'm pretty quiet and observant for the most part. I know my place. I need to stay there. I can't get pompous and arrogant. That has always been my downfall. It's just lame with the negativity that some people have about the situation. Nothing is ever permanent. People have no idea or care how much their energy affects others' until the bad after-effects kick in. I had a friend who started, but I don't think she was getting the hang of it. I referred her during my first week and only did it because I knew she needed a job and I wanted to help her out. I had no idea what all it was to do myself. I feel bad. I let her down and I let the company down.
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