Linger

Such a good song. Well, this will be my last blog of the year. Gonna type this up and then start getting ready to bring in the new year with my girlies. I made leaps and bounds this year even though it's back to not having a job again. I'm not at square one. I'm on level 2.

I made some friends, I lost connection with some friends, I proved myself wrong. I lost hope and gained it back. I slept with someone new. I adapted. And I'm ready to take on a new year. I'm still getting the help I need. The world didn't end.

I'm eliminating the shit I don't need anymore. No more smoking and drinking for at least a year, maybe more if it works out. Grrrr... my damn fingerbnails are messed up. Oh well.

I'm letting go of all the bad from this past year and going to try to hold on to all the things I learned that are good from this year. I finally feel mentally stable enough to do that healthily. I'm ready to grab the bull by the horns. Or the balls if need be.

Love to everyone and everything. I hope 2013 is even better... Muahz!!!