A Wolf At The Door

I love this song. I'm a little bitter about Radiohead (people I associate them with), but Thom Yorke looked me right in the eye when he played the song on the concert that we went to on the day between his and my birthdays. Plus, I'm of the moon, so it's only fitting that we made a connection over this song.

Today was insane amounts of awesome. I only had one call to listen to and critique and I think the only thing my boss has to complain about me is that I don't follow the script exactly. I've gotten better about dead air. But I have to be perfect. And I will be. I intend to make myself an invaluable asset. Even one of the head recruiter dudes was like, "I've heard good things about you."

That NEVER happens. Ever. Especially at work. Not since my first round at ACC and that was about 9 years ago. So I feel really good. I'm doing the right things. It's so strange. And surreal. If you told me this 5 weeks ago, I would have laughed at you and asked for something to sedate me. Now, I'm living my life and happily for the first time in a lonnnnng time...

It feels damn good. And I have crushes. I'm not ready to settle down yet. Which means I still have yet to find the right person. I know I'd feel it in  my gut when it was right. But I have my distractions. There's a few people I like. Yes, people. Not just dudes. I just feel sexuality is your personal business and it doesn't need to be flaunted. Unless you're desperate. But I'm primarily into dudes. Women are insane. I am one, so I know. But I flirt with everyone. And if you don't like it, then that's your problem. I swear, I think all of my friends have all played the guessing game without outright asking. I love people, not genitals. I'd be more open about it if my parents weren't so weird about it. But there's a lot about me that they are shielded from. I just think it's kinda trashy if you whore yourself out and about.

But there... to confirm any suspicions. But my standards are strange. I'm happy that I'm not stuck in a rut anymore and can be open about it. And no, just because I'm bi doesn't mean I'm automatically going to have a threesome. I'm waaaaaaaay to possessive to share. And believe me, I've done it a few times.