Smile

Bleh. Too many damn energy drinks. It's funny. I could drink 4 at the farm and just manage to get a quote. I just hope i'm not over-compensating my aggression here. One of us DA people were cut. I'm not gonna compare myself. I either trump people or never live up to it. So I just try my best. That's all anyone can do. Can't really ask for more.

But everyone always does. Always strive for more. I just can't push myself too far or too much. I can, but it's not worth it. I'm still learning. I locked myself out of the system trying to clock lunch.

So there's a cute guy at work. He reminds me of someone I met a few years ago in gainesville. He's no longer around last I heard.

::sigh::

I just hate getting flustered and anxious. I turn pink and get un reasonably angry with myself. People think it's cute. Which just angers me more. Bleh. I need to bring some farmers here. I know two who would be awesome. One could be a good DA and the other would be a good DC. We'll see if I can send a good pitch.